Dera...

Time passes too fast. It's only 5 weeks ago that she came back from Shanghai, and she's gg to leave me again in 1 week time. If u take away the days I fall sick, preparing for exams, working and the week she went for Japan, I've only spent like 2 good weeks with her!! URGH!! Please slow time down, I still have a lot of things which I haven't do with my baby yet... sigh sigh sigh...

She kept asking me if she has been too "sticky", the answer to that is obviously NO! It is only when she's around that I have someone to hold and hug, someone to have meals with, someone to go shopping with and someone to go movie with. Suddenly I felt alive, back from the dead. My life doesn't revolve around work anymore, finally it is time to relax and enjoy. I've always felt comfortable with my Dera around. In front of her, I dun have to put on a mask. I can totally be myself, retarded, carefree, unglamorous and real.

Since she's back, she had showered me with loves and presents. Always there for me whenever I need her, especially when I'm stress over exams and when I'm very sick and feeling miserable. She gave me many small gifts like cool matchsticks, sweets, biscuits, chocolates, a handmade small pouch, a very cute mushroom mug, and a not very cheap pair of Adidas sneakers. What can I say? She's so nice to me! Nobody else would have given me those items and spend so much time with me. I'm really very lucky and grateful to have her.

Now, all I want to do is to spend time with her and do whatever she wants to do before she leaves for Spain. SPAIN = PAIN. I dun want to regret like when she leave for China again. The other time, I failed to spend enough time with her, and I felt so bad. Was missing her like crazy while she's away for 4 and a half months. I still got 132 hrs left. Got to make the most out of it. I love u baby.

And I will love you baby, always. And I'll be there forever and a day, always. I'll be there till the stars don't shine, till the heavens burst and the words don't rhyme. And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind. And I'll love you, always... (quoted from the song Always by Bon Jovi)

A few thoughts...

Lately, I was sick. Damn sick. So sick that I could not talk, eat, speak for almost 2 weeks. Contracted a very serious oral infection. Cost me 4 visits to the doctor(2 polyclinic, 2 private cinic), $180, 3 weeks of pain and suffering and 3 weeks of inactivity.

My school started not too long ago. Before that was panicking on the course fees and such as I failed to meet the deadline. Next was movie with my dera. Watched Michael Clayton at Plaza Singapura after my first lesson. The show was in our opinion........BORING. It is those kind of show whereby even if u fall asleep in the cinema, u wun miss much action. Never mind the good acting, the triller wasn't trilling at all.

My dera is leaving me again! This time to Spain, for another 5 months. Sigh. It seems like she just came back not too long ago, and now she's leaving me for so long again. Time really flies. Only 1 week left before she leaves. I'm running out of time.

A few thoughts on my mind...
1. Never trust a vet. Xiao Bai is so lonely and scared by it's own now.
2. Never trust the polyclinic. They only give inferior medication. What do u expect for something cheap?
3. Take good care of your body. Prevention is better than cure. It sucks to be sick.
4. No work = No money. I'm broke once again cos I haven't been working due to MC.
5. Pay your bills in advance. Save yourself from unnecessary worries and maybe fines or penalties.
6. Rest well the day before your lessons. Sleeping in classes means waste of money and time.
7. Never trust the US movie critics. See the critics from your own country. Unexplained.
8. Watch The Bucket List. It is a great movie that is showing on cinema very soon. 5 stars.
9. Be nice to your love ones. Never take them for granted.
10. Live eveyday wisely. Time never waits.

I love you
无法不爱着你
说你也爱我
I love you
永远不愿意baby
失去你
(quoted from the song 爱很简单 by 陶喆)