Rain...

It's been raining non-stop. The cool weather simply makes me even colder. Times like these, you'll wish that there's someone there to hug and cuddle together. Great weather to sleep too. Makes me feel like lying on my bed forever, doing nothing, just let my mind wander off. It's pathetic though it's always the same images that's flashing through my mind, forcing me to be more emotional. Work and school have been a great way to keep my mind occupied, but like what my doctor said, I think I need to loosen up a bit. Perhaps I should take a break from work. Go on a few trips, grab a few drinks, sing a few songs, play a few games, make some new friends, do some crazy things. My system is haywire. I'm tired of wearing a mask and putting on a strong front for everyone to see. I'm breaking down.

窗外的天氣 就像是
你多變的表情
下雨了 雨陪我哭泣
看不清 我也不想看清
離開你 我安静的抽離
不忍揭晓的劇情
我的淚流在心里 學會放棄
聽雨的聲音 一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸像雨滴渗入我的愛裡
真希望雨能下不停
讓想念繼續 讓愛變透明
我愛上給我勇氣的 Rainie Love
窗外的雨滴 一滴滴累積
屋内的濕氣像儲存愛你的記憶
真希望雨能下不停
雨愛的秘密 能一直延續　
我相信我將會看到 彩虹的美麗
冷冷的空氣 很窒息
我無法呼吸 一萬顆 雨滴的距離
很徹底讓愛消失無息
(quoted from the song 雨愛 by 楊丞琳)