Break...

I'm extremely irritated by what's going on recently. Seems like nothing is going right. I wonder how other people will react or feel if they had the same predicament. Will they had already exploded? Or will they just heck care about them? People say that I've got high tolerance level. I think so too.

Sometimes I wish that I'm born in a different era, probably in the past, where life is not so hectic. Either that, or my nonchalant attitude has got to change. I've lost my drive and motivation to study. Occasionally, I do have this feeling of quiting school and go find a job. I've got to admit, "that" is damn powerful. It drains me of my time and will, left me feeling weak and lost. Like what people say, energy must be put to good use, if not, it can be destructive. I totally agree with them. Shall convert and make better use of "that".

My friends, where are u all?? Seems like my world has shrank, my activities are restricted, my options are limited and my braincells are corroding. Stimulations or stimulants are needed!! Yawnzz.

If I lay here, if I just lay here, would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told, before we get too old, show me a garden that's bursting into life... (quoted from the song Chasing cars by Snow Petrol)