Pain...

Really pain. Damn pain. Fucking pain.

The one who stood by me, the one who cared for me, the one who loved me.

What the hell is wrong with me?? I hate myself. I'll never forgive myself.

It really really really really hurts.

坐在没有人的角落我又问自已
究竟应该继续还是该放弃
没有人能了解我现在的心情
想看你想躲你难以决定
(quoted from the song 靠近 by 李圣杰)