I'm the asshole...

Great, now I'm labelled as the jerk who dumped her. Go on, tell the whole world how heartless I am. How impatient I am with this relationship, and how much I dun love u. If this is how u want to convince urself, go ahead. If hating me will make u happier, just carry on. Seriously, some things never change. I really thought we have reached a mutual understanding. And if u are so resentful to the idea, why dun u show it when I visit u yesterday? Have I not been tolerant enough, or have I been too tolerant, encouraging u to behave like what u always had? I know I haven't been a great bf, but at least I know I've never cause u to worry for me. Other than the mahjong that u loathe so much, have i done any vices that u dun like? Have I not been faithful towards u all these times, even when u are enjoying urself overseas? I'm constantly trying to think of new things to surprise u, to make u happy, not an easy thing to do, but I'm happy whenever I see the smile on ur face. Sometimes, all I ask for is a bit more understanding from u. All the times we say we'll change after each quarrel, but did we?? Whatever compromises that were thought of all gone down the drain. Even when I did what was proposed, it NEVER work. If u just want to assume that I'm happy now, so be it. I dun wish to argue with u anymore. I really thought that it might be better if we just seperate for a while. I thought this absence might make each other realise our love for one another and become stronger. I guess I'm wrong. I should have known that it wun work for u.

Dun bother returning me the puzzle pls. When I was making it, I was so excited. I really piece them up one by one with my heart, not my hands. I know u will be happy to see it and I really wanted u to be happy. It is really urs to keep.

If u really hate it so much.... throw it away.

为什么相爱的人却又为爱而纷
争现实的翅膀扰乱原本幸福的气氛
我有我的过错 我有我的疑惑
藏在面对面的折磨背后
为什么让爱躲进乌云密布的天空
随着风漂流在外一点一点的散落
慢慢远离的梦 渐渐冷却冰封
心痛都当初相遇的心动
(quoted from the song 心动心痛 by 刘耕宏/许慧欣)