Happy CNY...

Recently I'm not happy. Even though it is CNY, I can't get myself excited at all. The mood this year feels different. The fact that I have to work during CNY is quite a turn-off. Sigh, no choice, the pay is good. I got even more money from the 2 days than the 4 days i went around collecting Ang Baos.

I have to say, work is getting suckier and suckier(hmm... i wonder if there is such a word). Now, I can conclude that my current job has NO JOB SATISFACTION, NO PAY INCREMENT, NO BONUS, NO WELFARE, and makes me have NO LIFE and NO SLEEP. Sucks. Does anybody has any "lobang" on good part time jobs?? Sigh... there's increasing discontentment among staffs at the work place, but the management is either ignorant or unwilling to do anything to improve the situation. I'm seriously thinking of forming an union or simple go on strike. I'm sure a lot of ppl will follow me.

Recently my baby complained to me that im neglecting her. I'm so sorry. It is really not my choice. The whole wide world knows that I love her more than anything in this world, so I really never mean to make her feel that way. =( She has been gone for 1 month already, and throughout this 4 weeks, the number of times I can talk to her is really limited. Long distance relationship is really quite frustrating at times. However, I'll treat this as a test!! I will survive!!!

Been visiting these few days cos of CNY. Managed to catch up with a number of frens and relatives. Most of my relatives looked the same, except for my younger cousins who grew bigger and less cute. Most of my frens are either graduated or graduating, makes me feel like I'm lagging behind badly. Damn. Need to work MUCH harder.

Baby i still believe
我也可以走过峦流
紧紧握住双手
一秒就够
不孤单寂寞
Baby i still believe
爱要有梦才会快乐
就算未来的路不同
你在我心中 到永久
(quoted from the song I still believe by 徐若瑄 & 曹格)