Dera...

Time passes too fast. It's only 5 weeks ago that she came back from Shanghai, and she's gg to leave me again in 1 week time. If u take away the days I fall sick, preparing for exams, working and the week she went for Japan, I've only spent like 2 good weeks with her!! URGH!! Please slow time down, I still have a lot of things which I haven't do with my baby yet... sigh sigh sigh...

She kept asking me if she has been too "sticky", the answer to that is obviously NO! It is only when she's around that I have someone to hold and hug, someone to have meals with, someone to go shopping with and someone to go movie with. Suddenly I felt alive, back from the dead. My life doesn't revolve around work anymore, finally it is time to relax and enjoy. I've always felt comfortable with my Dera around. In front of her, I dun have to put on a mask. I can totally be myself, retarded, carefree, unglamorous and real.

Since she's back, she had showered me with loves and presents. Always there for me whenever I need her, especially when I'm stress over exams and when I'm very sick and feeling miserable. She gave me many small gifts like cool matchsticks, sweets, biscuits, chocolates, a handmade small pouch, a very cute mushroom mug, and a not very cheap pair of Adidas sneakers. What can I say? She's so nice to me! Nobody else would have given me those items and spend so much time with me. I'm really very lucky and grateful to have her.

Now, all I want to do is to spend time with her and do whatever she wants to do before she leaves for Spain. SPAIN = PAIN. I dun want to regret like when she leave for China again. The other time, I failed to spend enough time with her, and I felt so bad. Was missing her like crazy while she's away for 4 and a half months. I still got 132 hrs left. Got to make the most out of it. I love u baby.

And I will love you baby, always. And I'll be there forever and a day, always. I'll be there till the stars don't shine, till the heavens burst and the words don't rhyme. And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind. And I'll love you, always... (quoted from the song Always by Bon Jovi)