20...
20 months has passed since we got together. Only 20? I was expecting more than that, perhaps it was because we spent almost everyday together before she left China. That also explains why everything feels weird while she was away. Suddenly I wasn't used to being alone. Whatever things that I do reminded me of her. She probably made up 90% of my memory space, cause I can remember even the smallest details abt her and whatever she said. All these small things are essentials to make her happy. Everytime I see her smile, tells me that my effort hasn't gone wasted.
Yesterday was the day which I've been planning for so long. Ever since I know that she'll be back to celebrate our anniversary together, I've been working hard to make sure that she'll remember the day. The long hours of brainstorming and shortlisting the possible presents, the long working hours to make sure I earn enough to purchase them, the long hours which I spent preparing the presents, the long hours I spent to come up with a good presentation and delivery, the long hours I spent hidding the "secrets" from her when I've been dying to show her what I've gotten her. That was definitely a long long wait...
No. 1. I remember that day when my dera's bracelet broke. She looked very sad and told me that it was a gift from her dad. While she was sleeping, I sneakily tried to fix back for her and put it on again. I still remember the smile on her face when she woke up. After that she stopped wearing it again as the the links became loose again. Mission one, I'll love to see that smile again. I went to many places to see, from Sookee, Goldheart, Brilliant Rose, Tian Po, etc. She loves "bling bling", so I was looking for one with diamonds. However, the designs with diamonds which fit my budget is really quite limited, and they are quite different from the previous one that my dera had. I was getting really frustrated, until I saw one at Tian Po, the "ding ding dong dong" reminded me of her old bracelet. I found it.
No. 2. Everytime I went to a pet shop with her, She'll look at the doggies in the window. She have always wanted a Chihuahua. I've wanted to get her one, however, there are a few problems: 1. budget, 2. she wun have time since she's leaving for Spain soon, 3. her hammies are still alive and kicking. 4. budget, 5. budget, 6. STILL BUDGET. Therefore, since I can't get her a real one, I get her a fake one. Interestingly, this is only the second time I got her a soft toy, the first one was a koala bear which she carries with her even to China =).
No. 3. The folding of the stars left the greatest impression on me. That was a very old school act, but I know my dera likes stars, and that's why I decorated her hostel room with stars and promised to watch the stars with her when she's back. The packaging of the folding stripes said: train patience, perseverance, determination. OMG, I almost laughed when I saw that. I'm SO sure that people fold stars for those purposes la. Anyway I am a patient man, so this can't kill me. I wanted to wish her good luck, so I folded 777 stars for her all by myself (lucky 7 ya?). Took me quite a while to finish them, I even have to bring to my workspace to fold, if not I can't finish in time. And once again, my mum complained that I never fold any for her, hohohohoho (I'll fold her moon next time, much easier, roll into a ball will do). Very stressed, everytime I do something for her, my mum saw already she also want. =X
No. 4. During June while I was shopping for present for my brother, we went shopping at Takashimaya. I remembered that she was looking at the perfume section. She wanted a Chanel no. 5 fragrance. In the end she din buy it as she thought it was too expensive. So I went shopping for a perfume for her. I was going to get her a Chanel, but when I came across DKNY, I stopped. Two different kind of scent, but one is sweeter. I changed my mind.
No 5. We went to do what we enjoy doing: KTV, movie, food and sleep!! All in a day! However, things are really not as good as expected. K lunch was over rated. The food was bloody cold. I ate the food thinking that it will keep me warm, however, after I ate the veggies, I felt even more cold!! Bloody cold, within half an hour, my hot tea turned into ice tea. The food wasn't fantastic and they seriously need to heat them up before serving customers. No more K lunch for me. We had durian puff for snacks after that. It was nice, after eating that I actually wanted to eat more durians. Shall bring my dera to eat durians one of these days! Next stop, Beowulf. Actually the movie was not bad, plenty of action, a few funny lines and good visual effects, perhaps I expected too much from the movie, it seemed kinda boring to me. I felt that if it wasn't so animated, it could have been better. I just hope my dera wasn't bored by the film. As it was still early after the movie, we went to my house to chill. We had a nice chat and ate dinner before my dera fall asleep in my arms. It felt like yesterday, like the days back in Hall 3. I really miss those days. While sleeping, she looked the same, the small little gal who likes to cuddle in my arms, just like the good old days before she left Singapore. I'm so glad she's back.
I certainly enjoyed myself, it has been a while. I hope she's happy too. And I hope she likes the presents.
I love you.
只要看你一眼一瞬间
哪怕是最后画面
我的世界
因为爱过而完美
谁都不该离太远
只要看你一眼一瞬间
足够我熬过千年
我不后悔
爱若让末日提前
我们要一起
好好迎接那句点
(quoted from the song 一眼瞬间 by 张惠妹 & 萧敬腾)
20 months has passed since we got together. Only 20? I was expecting more than that, perhaps it was because we spent almost everyday together before she left China. That also explains why everything feels weird while she was away. Suddenly I wasn't used to being alone. Whatever things that I do reminded me of her. She probably made up 90% of my memory space, cause I can remember even the smallest details abt her and whatever she said. All these small things are essentials to make her happy. Everytime I see her smile, tells me that my effort hasn't gone wasted.
Yesterday was the day which I've been planning for so long. Ever since I know that she'll be back to celebrate our anniversary together, I've been working hard to make sure that she'll remember the day. The long hours of brainstorming and shortlisting the possible presents, the long working hours to make sure I earn enough to purchase them, the long hours which I spent preparing the presents, the long hours I spent to come up with a good presentation and delivery, the long hours I spent hidding the "secrets" from her when I've been dying to show her what I've gotten her. That was definitely a long long wait...
No. 1. I remember that day when my dera's bracelet broke. She looked very sad and told me that it was a gift from her dad. While she was sleeping, I sneakily tried to fix back for her and put it on again. I still remember the smile on her face when she woke up. After that she stopped wearing it again as the the links became loose again. Mission one, I'll love to see that smile again. I went to many places to see, from Sookee, Goldheart, Brilliant Rose, Tian Po, etc. She loves "bling bling", so I was looking for one with diamonds. However, the designs with diamonds which fit my budget is really quite limited, and they are quite different from the previous one that my dera had. I was getting really frustrated, until I saw one at Tian Po, the "ding ding dong dong" reminded me of her old bracelet. I found it.
No. 2. Everytime I went to a pet shop with her, She'll look at the doggies in the window. She have always wanted a Chihuahua. I've wanted to get her one, however, there are a few problems: 1. budget, 2. she wun have time since she's leaving for Spain soon, 3. her hammies are still alive and kicking. 4. budget, 5. budget, 6. STILL BUDGET. Therefore, since I can't get her a real one, I get her a fake one. Interestingly, this is only the second time I got her a soft toy, the first one was a koala bear which she carries with her even to China =).
No. 3. The folding of the stars left the greatest impression on me. That was a very old school act, but I know my dera likes stars, and that's why I decorated her hostel room with stars and promised to watch the stars with her when she's back. The packaging of the folding stripes said: train patience, perseverance, determination. OMG, I almost laughed when I saw that. I'm SO sure that people fold stars for those purposes la. Anyway I am a patient man, so this can't kill me. I wanted to wish her good luck, so I folded 777 stars for her all by myself (lucky 7 ya?). Took me quite a while to finish them, I even have to bring to my workspace to fold, if not I can't finish in time. And once again, my mum complained that I never fold any for her, hohohohoho (I'll fold her moon next time, much easier, roll into a ball will do). Very stressed, everytime I do something for her, my mum saw already she also want. =X
No. 4. During June while I was shopping for present for my brother, we went shopping at Takashimaya. I remembered that she was looking at the perfume section. She wanted a Chanel no. 5 fragrance. In the end she din buy it as she thought it was too expensive. So I went shopping for a perfume for her. I was going to get her a Chanel, but when I came across DKNY, I stopped. Two different kind of scent, but one is sweeter. I changed my mind.
No 5. We went to do what we enjoy doing: KTV, movie, food and sleep!! All in a day! However, things are really not as good as expected. K lunch was over rated. The food was bloody cold. I ate the food thinking that it will keep me warm, however, after I ate the veggies, I felt even more cold!! Bloody cold, within half an hour, my hot tea turned into ice tea. The food wasn't fantastic and they seriously need to heat them up before serving customers. No more K lunch for me. We had durian puff for snacks after that. It was nice, after eating that I actually wanted to eat more durians. Shall bring my dera to eat durians one of these days! Next stop, Beowulf. Actually the movie was not bad, plenty of action, a few funny lines and good visual effects, perhaps I expected too much from the movie, it seemed kinda boring to me. I felt that if it wasn't so animated, it could have been better. I just hope my dera wasn't bored by the film. As it was still early after the movie, we went to my house to chill. We had a nice chat and ate dinner before my dera fall asleep in my arms. It felt like yesterday, like the days back in Hall 3. I really miss those days. While sleeping, she looked the same, the small little gal who likes to cuddle in my arms, just like the good old days before she left Singapore. I'm so glad she's back.
I certainly enjoyed myself, it has been a while. I hope she's happy too. And I hope she likes the presents.
I love you.
只要看你一眼一瞬间
哪怕是最后画面
我的世界
因为爱过而完美
谁都不该离太远
只要看你一眼一瞬间
足够我熬过千年
我不后悔
爱若让末日提前
我们要一起
好好迎接那句点
(quoted from the song 一眼瞬间 by 张惠妹 & 萧敬腾)
posted by Jared @ Tuesday, November 27, 2007
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