Dead...

So long, so very long since I've posted a new entry. I almost forgot that I had a blog. Many things happened to me, but mostly bad things, things which I dun wish to disclose. I'm glad I've friends who helped me and supported me along the way. And most of all, I want to thank my dear who's always by my side, sharing my woes. I can't imagine how life will be without her. Thank you dera. =)

I've fallen many times, perhaps one too many. I've learnt too many lessons, had too many regrets. Now I really have to make the best of what I've left. Enough disappointment and despair. If I still dun wake up now, then I guess I'm better off dead.

And if your heart stops beating, I'll be here wondering, did you get what you deserve? The ending of your life. And if you get to heaven, I'll be here waiting, babe, did you get what you deserve? The end, and if your life won't wait. Tten your heart can't take this... (quoted from the song Dead! by My Chemical Romance)