Strange...

Being feeling like shit these few days. Felt as if something is wrong. I should have been feeling happy today, but yet I feel so alone. Not that I actually care abt this occasion ever in the past, but dunno why, it affected me quite a lot now. How ironic... At first, I'm too used to being alone. Now, I'm too used to being with her. Sigh... wonder what's happening to me. Seems like I'm losing all my strength. And what am I doing in hall the past few days?? The more I stay, the more sad I feel. Should have gone home these few days.

Well, let's just say I'm not good with words. Can't get the message I want her to know across. Ultimately, I just want to tell her that I really miss her. I hope she understands...

But I'm not too sure how I'm supposed to feel, or what I'm supposed to say. But I'm not, not sure, not too sure how it feels, to handle every day and I miss you love... (quoted from the song Miss you love by Silverchair)