Zealot...

Dunno since when, I'm starting to care too much. Hmm... and I thought I'm the most heck care person around, never bothered by most of the things happening around. Reminded me of my days in army. Almost being condemned in army for being insensitive. Well, it is not that I dun give any welfare, but I just dun really want to bend the rules too much and create unnecessary troubles for myself. Haha, but I dun think they understand anyway, for I'm always one of the 2 playing the "bad guy". Even when I give them any welfare, they'll think that it is from the other specialist. It doesn't matter anyway, I'm out of that place.

Why do I care so much then? People are old enough to take care of themselves. They are clever enough to come and ask for help if they need it. I should really stop being a busybody. It is not like I'm their guardian or whatever. I'm just a friend. I really shouldn't be doing things outside what a normal friend should do. This excessive concern over other people can be quite irritating. Urgh!~ Too much of something is always not good. The right amount will do. Obsession kills.

As much as I think I'm still the same old me, I realised that I've changed. Especially so when I was reading my previous postings. It is interesting to note the changes to me over the past 6 months. Confidence, attitude, ideology. Probably due to staying in hall and some interesting ppl. It's getting better.

Everything I know, and anywhere I go. It gets hard but it won't take away my love. And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done. It gets hard but it won't take away my love... (quoted from the song Here without you by 3 Doors Down)