Nothing...

For the first time, I'm actually feeling like this. I wonder what happened. I shdn't be feeling this, it shd have been the opposite. Perhaps it is a mix of disappointment and helplessness that causes it. I suppose I'm asking for too much. I've got no rights in the first place. There's like an invisible wall that prevents me from doing what I want. Or perhaps... this isn't what I expected in the first place. I'm simply too used to certain things.

Another thing that I realised is that I'm really not in the position to do or say certain things. I discovered that recently, and was reminded again yesterday. Some things are not meant to be known to others; some words are only meant to be siad to somebody; some things shd only be done for somebody; and sometimes, you dun have to worry so much for someone. There's a line that distinguishes the right person, right place, and the right time. Better to know my own limits. I've received enough reminders and clues to know that things ain't what it seems. I care too much abt perfection and fear the outcome. Haha... take it easy dude~. Nothing is for sure. Things changes.

Anyway, celebrated Patrick's 23rd birthday on Sunday with the "brothers". Established since 10 years ago and still going strong. These are the bunch of ppl who been thru all the shit, fun, work and studies with me...haha. Had lunch at Lei Garden, followed by shopping around Bugis. It has been ages since I last shopped for clothes. Ended the celebration with a birthday cake which we consumed in Mac. It is always fun gg out with these guys. When you put a bunch of crappers of different style together, you'll get a basket full of crap, free style! Haha! Come on guys, let's meet up more often after exams!

我不敢要求 那会是一个什么样的故事
看着你的眼 幸福的感觉 希望你的出现可以永远
爱 最好不要停摆 就算是一阵风 也要让它飘进我的心中
爱 最好不要停摆 就算是一场梦 一直睡没有醒来的时候
(quoted from the song 爱不要停摆 by 张震岳)