Dare...

I was getting real sick and tired of my life. Needed some excitement, some adrenaline rush to get me hyped up. Been slacking and wasting my life away recently till I found something worth my dedication. I had been feeling quite hollow for a while. I thought I'm really losing all my senses. All the activities that kept me busy doesn't captivate me enough. However, some dramatic change of events made me realised that I'm human afterall, the heart doesn't just keeps me alive, it also keeps me awake. Set me thinking through the many nights about what I really want. I tried to find myself a reason, but seriously, do I really need to have a reason? It was kinda unexplained. The past one month has witnessed the most volatile mood swing I've ever had. Haha.. some of my frens thought I'm gonna die of depression in one stage. Well, I got over it, and I thank my frens for trying to cheer me up. Really appreciate it. I believe I got stronger both emotionally and mentally. Suddenly found the motivation and nerve to do things which most ppl wouldn't dare to do. Perhaps a side of me had always been wanting to come out, and I never realise it until then. Sometimes I dun even understand myself. Too much reserves were holding me back in the past. Always tied down by my own conservations and rules. There's a fine line between being stubborn and being a blockhead. There's also a difference between pure arrogance and over confidence. How much sacrifice will you be willing to make for that unattainable dream of yours? What is the threshold tolerance of a man? And how do you actually measure a man?

I'm still trying to figure out...

You've got to press it on you. You just think it. That's what you do, baby. Hold it down, DARE... (quoted from the song Dare by Gorillaz)