Out of time...

As much as I wanted to relax after the exams, I realised that there is just no time for me to do so. Is this normal? Am I supposed to get used to this? I want to be free. Gone were the days when I wander around the streets aimlessly, lazing around, looking for interesting things... I hate all this commitments. Been feeling vex these few days, maybe it is due to the exams, I dunno. The only time I feel gd is when I finish my run everytime for the pass few days. At least I know I'm getting fitter. All the video games that I've been playing are beginning to bore me. I need more than just games. I need something to stimulate my mind and senses, I really need to feel gd. Apparently, time is not on my side. I dun like to stay in hall all the while, but the hall activities are keeping me there like a cage bird. I really feel like an animal in "animal farm". My time is used to entertain the ppl in school, and I'm not even fed or paid. I'm sick of this kind of life, feel like puking... I'm sure my life is more than this. Must make things happen.

Although I think I'm smart, my grades certainly dun justify that. Think I did badly for my exams again. Felt damn pissed with myself. I need to stop thinking this is like 'O' levels, I can't study for just 1 day and expect to do well for it. Perhaps I think too highly of myself, but I strongly believe that I'm above average in all aspects. Correct me if I'm wrong, burst my bubble before it gets too big.

Aimee and Sinyee wrote me a testimonial for my friendster account early this morning. Appreciate it, even though I commented that Sinyee's one is lame, haha. And to Aimee, I'll welcome anyone to come visit me, so dun worry, haha. May not have time to write a proper one for them, maybe after exams. Perhaps I'll write for everyone like what they did too.

Been listening to Jay Chow's latest album. Finally got to hear it after hearing so many positive comments from frens. As usual, the lyrics is good, the tune is catchy. Songs like 发如雪, 枫, 浪漫手机 and 珊瑚海 are nice. If you haven't heard of them, go and listen to it now! As usual, his pronunciation sux. If you dun have the lyrics, it is almost impossible to make out what he is singing abt. However, it is still a great album.

I don't mind as long as there's a bed beneath the stars that shine. I'll be fine if you give me a minute, a man has got a limit. I cant get a life if my heart's not in it... (quoted from the song The importance of being idle by Oasis)