What is the probability?

I think the probability should be very low.
Well, at least I still stand a chance as long as I dun give up.
Can I still take it?
It is totally against my principle.
I'm becoming what i hated most.

Keeping my fingers crossed.

I'm living for the only thing i know, I'm running and not quite sure where to go, and I don't know what I'm diving into, just hanging by a moment here with you... (quoted from the song Hanging by a moment by Lifehouse)