Transparency...

People have been complaining to me that they dun understand what I'm writing about. So now I'm keeping it simple for the benefit of those who are viewing my blog, including that special one. I feel so naked by making myself so clear and openly declare that I like someone. Now I really got nothing much to hide. Most of my previous entries are related to her actually. Ever since I realised that I'm falling for her, this blog has become a place for me to express my feelings to her and other people, but mainly her. Erm... didn't know that I'll receive so many support from frens though.. thanks. Seems like all can't wait for me to get attached so that I wouldn't disturb them for lunch and other activities... hahaha.

Okok.. I know I'm supposed to be a lot more active and thick skin, take initiative and stuff. But I really dunno how to chase a gal. Even though I'm really interested. I'm so lost. This is even tougher than exams!! No tutorials and no lecture also. Now I'm starting to feel stressed. Urgh! I dunno how to show that I care for her. I dunno how to express myself when I see her. I feel stupid. The time that I have with her is always so short. But that's enough for me to get addicted to her. I'm so addicted. I need some self control. I'm so distracted. Man, I can't wait for exams to be over.

I'll sing a song that only you can hear.
I'll paint a picture of only you and me.
I'll make something with my hands specially for you.
I'll think about you everyday when I wake up and every night before I sleep.
I'll be by your side whenever you need me.
I'll give you whatever you want and go the distance for you.
I'll be your guardian angel.
I'll take good care of you...

我们都一样只属于对方 我的手掌只留着你的温暖
你温柔眼光我独自欣赏 好与坏我们都一起分享
我们轻轻的在夜里歌唱 却不知怎了 有一种小期盼
我眼睛慢慢闭上 你随着风一起吹过 我的脸庞
(quoted from the song 好夜晚Good Night by 梁静茹)