So relaxing...

Seems like everyone has moved on, found something to do, or found a goal or target. Everyone is focused on what they are doing or what they should be doing. At first I know what I wanted. However, as time passes, I became disillusioned and disoriented. I dunno what I'm looking for exactly. It sems like I've forgotten how to be a student. I'm doing everything except studying. Still can't get my act together. What am I thinking about actually??

I used to think that it is very normal for me. I know I'm always very relaxed and laid back. My stress tolerance is always very high. I wouldn't panic even if exams is just 1 or 2 days away. However, things has got to change!! That is not right. Perhaps I'm too bothered by other stuff.

Oh well, life goes on...

When you try your best but you don't succeed. When you get what you want but not what you need. When you feel so tired but you can't sleep. Stuck in reverse... (quoted from the song Fix you by Coldplay)