Living in my own world...

Sometimes I wonder why I blog. I had wanted to have a place to express my gratitude towards certain ppl, condemn certain ppl, vent my frustrations and express my feelings. However, I realised that I can't really do all those here, especially the last point. There are things that I wanted to say, but I can't let her know. What to do? I have to write in such a way that she doesn't know who I'm writing it for. In fact, I think ppl dun even know what I'm writing about. No one really understand how I'm feeling. No one. Seems like I'm living in my own world. Or maybe she does understand what I'm writing? I dunno.

Yesterday was the last time our group had to do a presentation during marketing tutorial. I didn't prepare a card or paper to get ready what to say, unlike all my other group mates. Luckily, I managed to smoke my way through. Even though our group appeared to be the slackest, I really think that we did fine. All of us did our part, I can't ask for more. In fact, I hoped you guys dun mind my small warm room when doing reports and presentations slides. All I can provide is some music, sweets and biscuits. Please pardon me for being stubborn and lazy at times. I'll remember the days that you guys came over. I will.

And yah... one more thing. Thank you Soon Lee for letting me drive your car on Sunday evening. You allowed me to justify the almost 2K spent in SSDC... haha.That was the first time I drove other ppl's car and at night. I was really worried that I'll scratch your car. Thanks for trusting me. I appreciate that. Really.

Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong and no one understands you... (quoted from the song Welcome to my life by Simple Plan)