I'm tired...

My morale is low.
My faith is weak.
My mind is troubled.
My back still hurt.
Nothing is fine.
I'm really tired. Really.
Where is it when you need it most? I'm not that strong actually. Sometimes, things wouldn't always be there for you. You can't take things for granted.

琴声默默悠荡月光独自忧伤
眼泪悄悄落下盐分洗涤着伤
最后一枚笑容试图遮掩疼痛
等你别过头来被定格的脸孔反覆播送
(quoted from the song 最后一枚笑容 by 南拳妈妈)