Confused state...

A gal's mind is so complicated. I can never understand what she's thinking of. Oh no... I'm losing my confidence. Will she choose him over me?? And I dun feel that she likes me afterall. Urgh, I need some assurance. Nonetheless, as always, I meant what I said, and I'll definitely deliver what I promised.

I used to think I'm cold blooded, too numb to feel, that no gal really caught my eye. Sometimes I even wonder if I'm gay or I'm just a narcissist. I simply like myself more than anyone else. I really like myself for the things that I can do that others can't. I'm just weird. However, I realised that my life starts to change when I get to know her. I'm starting to do things that she requested for, things that she likes. OMG... I'm losing myself! Why am I listening to her?? I've no idea why I'm attracted to her also. However, she does rekindle my fire, makes me feel. She makes me realise that I do want to have someone to love, a gal whom I can call my own.
Not anyone else, I just want her.

My back still hurts. Seems like something is wrong with my spine. Damn. Hopefully I can recover before Hall Olympiads starts.

Do you feel my heart beating? Do you understand? Do you feel the same? Am I only dreaming? Is this burning an eternal flame... (quoted from the song Eternal flame by Bangles)