Blur or acting blur...

I dun like to attract attention. I never know that so many ppl are reading my blog. More and more ppl are asking me who is the gal I'm referring to. Please stop questioning, I'm not telling. Perhaps she knows who she is. Either she's blur or she's acting blur. Anyway, it's not her fault, I haven't told her yet. How will she react if I tell her? What's going to happen to our friendship? How am I going to face her when I see her in future? Let's just say that I'm not ready to tell her yet. She may continue to act blur then.

I realised that I've replaced my friends with this blog. I'm telling my blog more things than I'm telling my friends. That's not very good isn't it? I think it's time I start using my handphone and utilise the free incoming call feature. Afterall, communicating with human is more interesting, they'll respond to you. My blog doesn't, it only listen. Sometimes I feel even more sad when I write too much, doesn't make me feel any better. Furthermore, I'm getting disgusted by the things that I'm writing, sound as though I'm desperate. Time for a change.

Sometimes, I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear. And I can't help but ask myself how much I'll let the fear take the wheel and steer... (quoted from the song Drive by Incubus)