Where it all begins...

Hi, welcome to my blog. As u can see for urself, this is my first time. Basically I wanted to start a blog is to express my gratitude to all those who had helped me b4, curse all those who had underestimated me, condemn all those whom I despise, and to have a channel to vent my frustrations and express myself.

Firstly, I'll like to thank all those ppl who trusted and hav faith in me. For that, I promise tat I will not let u all down. As for those who hav doubts abt my ability, all I can say is tat u dunno wat u ar missing. If u ar just going to judge me by my appearance and first impression, den sorry, u hav made a big mistake. im sorry if I sounded too cocky, but ask those ppl whom I hav worked wif, u will know tat I may not be a very gd leader, but im an excellent team player.

Secondly, I jus wan to express my displeasure towards certain group of ppl, namely the 'H's, 'P's, 'F's and 'B's... Im not going to say who these groups of ppl ar, go and figure it out urself. All I can say is tat there ar a lot of these kind of ppl around me, and I cannot even stand talking to them. Wat's wrong wif these ppl? Or maybe it is jus me... so wat the hell is wrong wif me?? Seems to me tat although I know a lot of ppl, not many of them can really qualify as good friends. The rest ar either 'friends' or hi-bye friends.. So which one ar u?

I realised tat heaven likes to play tricks on me. Always give me something at first, only to take away everything in the end.There ar times when I think it is over, den suddenly I was given hope, eventually I was left wif nothing but a broken heart. Maybe im jus too emotional. Or perhaps im over sensitive. Whichever the case is, it is not good. And I do know the fact tat u cannot always expect gd things to happen to u... But I even more dun expect all the bad things to befall me!! I think to myself, when was the last time something gd ever happened to me?? I dunno.... seems like the last time im really happy is when I was in secondary school wif my best buddy, and tat was like 6 years ago... I really need a change of luck.

Although im never an actor in my drama club, I think im a very gd actor. Im always acting... sometimes I also cannot tell if im really feeling tat way or am I jus pretending... Hmm...I hate myself too. Im hate it when I acted too well sometimes. There ar times when I need to show, but my acting skill is too gd, fooled everyone... or maybe everyone jus play along wif me.

Lastly, I think tat time passes too fast. I haven had enuff time to do so many things. There ar so many things which I haven tried b4, haven completed and haven known. If only I can turn back time... Wat happened to my innocence? I think I lost it a long long time ago... Where is urs??

Summer has come and past, this innocence can never lasts, wake me up when September ends... (quoted from the song Wake me up when September ends by Greenday)