A message to an imaginary fren called Angel...

When i first lay my eyes on u, i didn't think that i'll get to know u, and when i got to know u, i wished that i never had the chance.
Just when i thought i can lead a new life, u appeared and disturbed my serenity. I should have kept a distance from u, now im poisoned and there is no remedy.
I'm mesmerized by ur everything; ur smile, ur looks, ur patience, ur innocence, ur temperament, ur enthusiaism, ur thoughts, ur charm...
When i see u, i feel weak and strong at the same time, u gave me strength and life, yet i feel powerless in front of u.
U become the thought on my mind, the air that i breath, no amount of pain can match, the heartache that i had from missing u.
U are like a star above, so high that i can never reach, with so many ppl reaching out to u, i doubt that u will ever shine on me...

I am just a simple guy, dun have money, dun have looks,
all that i ever have is time, which i'll be willing to spend with u...

You remain, my power, my pleasure, my pain! Baby, to me you're like a growing addiction that i can't deny... (quoted from the song Kiss from a rose by Seal)