Lost...

Sometimes i really hate myself. Why can't i hav a clear goal and be a lot more focused?? Dunno why, but my mind really likes to wander. Im always thinking of things tat will never happen. I really need someone or somethings to motivate and push me, and ask me to wake up my idea!! I need some fucking discipline. Hopefully today will be a better day...

Oh, there's one thing i need to add. Im sorry if i asked the wrong question sometimes, be in here or in real life.. pls pardon my insensitivity. I really dun mean to hurt anyone.

And where do you go with no destination, no maps to guild you. Wouldn't you know that it doesn't matter, we all end up the same... (quoted from the song The chronicles of life and death by Good Charlotte)