Im getting weak...

Im getting weak physically becos i din do as well as b4 as last time for fitness test. Used to be about to run 2.4km in under 10 mins, but now not anymore. Perhaps it's time i start to train my stamina b4 i go for my IPPT. Been sleeping very little recently also, body hasn't got time to rest well. I shall recharge my battery during the weekends.

Im getting weak mentally becos im starting to feel a bit of stress when i think of all the things that are waiting for me to do. During my interview, i was asked abt my other commitments. I realised that i had joined too many things. Will i hav enough time for my studies? But den again, hav i really cared abt my studies? Hmmm... i still lack the self discipline.

Im getting weak emotionally becos i got too carried away in my own thoughts. Spent too much time thinking abt many frivolous and impossible stuff. Thinking of the outcome of the 2 quiz that i did. Thinking of what artifact to make next. Thinking of how to slack. Thinking of what could hav been. Thinking of what will happen next. Thinking of what to write. Thinking of my Angel... I hav to stop b4 i get too intoxicated with these thoughts. Day dreaming will not get me anywhere or anything.

It's true the way i feel was promised by your face. The sound of your voice painted on my memories. Even if you're not with me, I'm with you... (quoted from the song With you by Linkin Park)